Do I look so strong that many wouldnt think that I can be really down or reach my threshold for certain things?
你们真的太看得起我了. Many times, my appearance of strength is truly to hide whats weak inside. I hide many things too well that many may not know the true me. But I do.
I maybe laughing with joy but its just a mask to cover the real me. I only started experiencing true joy when I came to know Him.
I realise I'm not as strong as what I think I am to be. I realise I do have weak point towards certain matters.
Am I taking it too personally? Maybe like what someone says "take it easy."
Am I expecting too much of myself or I'm really not cut out for it? Someone else once told me "dont be too hard on yourself. Take things slowly."
Already I feel I cant cope with this little load. How much more can I if I want to do more?
