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Life is like a TV show

Wednesday, February 1

Life is like a Korean drama @ 20:01

I seldom love dramas so much because I think they are just about fantasies, fairy tales and handsome hunks that you'll never get to see on the streets. 


It's okay, it's love is the 1st drama which I will put on my list. The reality that humanity face is portrayed in this show as it doesnt hide the facts of life. 


Doctors will be the next in the list. Not so much about the medical stories but solely about the romance and relationship between a man and woman. 真的真的很想恋爱. The little childish acts, loving actions and being there for one another really itches my heart to wonder why is my Love not here; when will he come? Although there are the lovey-dovey stuff, there were also the down moments of disagreements and difficulties to be together. I can somewhat relate to the female character, just not to the extreme I can fight or have many guys liking me or be so courageous to operate on someone. I'm not a doctor. Her strong-willed and independent personality, emotional struggle to allow anyone to crossover the barrier which meant the other party had to have more patience, understanding and efforts to come closer. Sometimes it is so difficult to find someone compatible, someone whom you can respect and look up to, someone who could be your soul mate, your best friend, your confidant,someone attractive (to you), someone who gives you the confidence to step out of your shell. 


My conclusion: Added to my bucketlist - KOREA! It will be a plus to find an Oppa there. LOL! #justkidding 





















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Wednesday, October 5

A sheep amongst the wolves @ 01:22

And I thought to myself...

I seldom ask for a reason to persevere on. Everything happens for a reason and I trust that the reason will never be to harm me or put me down. 

And I thought to myself...

"Why do I have to go through this cycle again?" 

I am a sheep amongst the wolves. Threat, danger and frustration arise when people step over one another or point fingers for their personal gains. My team will usually get the impact. To add on, covering for 2-3 persons' job with 1 person's pay is a common scenario here. This situation can drive me to a corner, choke me by the throat and leave me breathless; grasping for air at the end of the day. This hat seems to be too big for me and I hope it will be lifted from me. 😩

Feeling overwhelmed. Feeling small. Feeling discouraged. But what is the truth? 


“This is GOD ’s Word on the subject: “As soon as Babylon’s seventy years are up and not a day before, I’ll show up and take care of you as I promised and bring you back home. I know what I’m doing. I have it all planned out—plans to take care of you, not abandon you, plans to give you the future you hope for.

“When you call on me, when you come and pray to me, I’ll listen. “When you come looking for me, you’ll find me. “Yes, when you get serious about finding me and want it more than anything else, I’ll make sure you won’t be disappointed.” GOD ’s Decree. “I’ll turn things around for you. I’ll bring you back from all the countries into which I drove you”— GOD ’s Decree—“bring you home to the place from which I sent you off into exile. You can count on it.”
Jeremiah 29:10-14 MSG

Tuesday, October 4

My first Love @ 09:27

If I could preach to the youth, I would preach about first love because we were always looking for love at the wrong places. 

God's love was and still is my first love. His presence is where I would want to dwell in all the time. 

Those were the days when we tarried and waited for His presence to fill the whole atmosphere. As simple as it is, He will come. 

Tuesday, August 23

It's me again @ 15:20

It is time to pen down my thoughts again. It helps me think and vomit all the negativity my mind is surrounded with. 

You have no clue how many times I wanted to give up. Every day, every hour, every minute: I question myself how long more do I have to endure, when will it bear fruits, when will change happen and be more fun and fulfilling, when can I say I love what I'm doing as I see light, purpose and passion? Now, I just wanted to call it quits and move on but I'm holding back because I know it is still not the time yet. 

This experience is like an endurance training, going against all odds. Its like we have been cycling for 40km, all your energy has been used up, you're feeling those lactic acid building up, you're feeling breathless and your body is sending whatever signals to say it is reaching its breaking point, you look ahead and you can't see the cycling track clearly let alone the finish line. What a longsuffering journey this is and very tired I am. 

Lord, I need a change and I need opportunities knocking on my door for all aspects. You know my heart and You know what I mean. 

Tuesday, February 3

Half truth @ 09:42

Some people choose to listen or acknowledge what they want to listen or acknowledge. They forgot about the whole truth. 

Everyone have different perspectives but it is different from the half truth. 

So I urge that everyone ought to find out about the truth before casting the stone. 

Assumption is the lowest key of knowledge. 
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