Life is like a TV show

It affects me. Deeply.

Floating above the clouds...

Really... Is that all? I'm totally not satisfied.

And I feel depressed. Something is not right.

Lord, look into my heart, I pray; look into my heart.

I had a weird dream on 17 Oct.

I dreamt that I was running a marathon. The fact that I dont run marathons in real life, I find it amazing that I kept wanting to run and finish the race in the dream.

Recalled there were some Nanyang girls (no idea why them) ahead of me, I was determined to overtake them. I have an impression that they are good on the tracks during my secondary school days.

I don't feel tired or breathless like how in reality I would. I had full of energy and was persistent to finish the run. I was encouraging certain people around me to keep running. Eventually they gave up and asked me to keep on running.

I kept running till I reached the running track in a school and met a friend who was conducting some activity with some students. I commented that she's so hardworking and she said that its SOP for the curriculum.

I woke up and felt like its a weird dream. Was there a prophetic meaning to it?


Joel 2:20-32
But I will remove the northern army far from you, and will drive him into a barren and deserted land, with his face toward the eastern sea and his rear toward the western sea. And his stench shall come up, and his ill odor shall come up, because he was doing great things. 21 Fear not, O land; be glad and rejoice. For the LORD will do great things. 22 Do not be afraid, beasts of the field; for the pastures of the wilderness grow green; for the tree bears its fruit, and the fig tree and the vine yield their strength. 23 Be glad then, sons of Zion, and rejoice in the LORD your God. For He has given you the former rain according to righteousness, and He will cause the rain to come down for you, the former rain and the latter rain in the first month. 24 And the floors shall be full of wheat, and the vats shall overflow with wine and oil. 25 And I will restore to you the years which the swarming locust has eaten, the locust larvae, and the stripping locust, and the cutting locust, My great army which I sent among you. 26 And you shall eat in plenty, and be satisfied, and praise the name of the LORD your God, who has dealt with you wonderfully; and My people shall never be ashamed. 27 And you shall know that I am in the midst of Israel, and that I am the LORD your God, and no one else; and My people shall never be ashamed. 28 And it shall be afterward, I will pour out My Spirit on all flesh. And your sons and your daughters shall prophesy; your old men shall dream dreams; your young men shall see visions. 29 And also I will pour out My Spirit on the slaves and on the slave women in those days. 30 And I will show wonders in the heavens, and in the earth, blood and fire and pillars of smoke. 31 The sun shall be turned into darkness, and the moon into blood, before the coming of the great and awesome day of the LORD. 32 And it shall be, whoever shall call on the name of the LORD shall be saved; for salvation shall be in Mount Zion and in Jerusalem, as the LORD has said, and in the remnant whom the LORD shall call.

Theres a riddle that I cant solve. I asked mom, a person whom I consult all the time, but she couldn't provide an answer to the riddle.

This riddle is a dilemma I'm facing. Should I or should I not? Theres a problem, should I tackle it or show grace and mercy? I prompted that theres a problem but nothing is changed.

Sometimes Jesus would chasten while other times He shows grace and mercy. This time should I bring it up or leave it into let God's hands?

To me, what concerns most is not the stuff that would perish but its the things that has eternal value. I'm concern about the character, the principle and value system that one has. And above all, theres a biblical consequence.

I'm still stalling for time. God, could you send a wise man?

"Your grace is sufficient..."

Sacrifices has been made. And many more to come. But I will delight myself in the Lord and in His ways.

A verse given by a church friend. Thanks.

Psalms 37:3-4
Trust in the LORD, and do good; you shall dwell in the land, and you shall be fed on truth. Delight yourself also in the LORD, and He shall give you the desires of your heart.

Habakkuk 2:2-4
And the LORD answered me and said, Write the vision, and make it plain on the tablets, that he who reads it may run. For the vision is still for an appointed time, but it speaks to the end, and it does not lie. Though it lingers, wait for it; because it will surely come. It will not tarry. Behold, the soul of him is lifted up, and is not upright; but the just shall live by his faith.

This verses sprung up when I read an article of an artiste who commented about his personal life.


Genesis 2:18-25
And the LORD God said, It is not good that the man should be alone. I will make a helper suitable for him...But there was not found a suitable helper for Adam. And the LORD God caused a deep sleep to fall on Adam, and he slept. And He took one of his ribs, and closed up the flesh underneath. And the LORD God made the rib (which He had taken from the man) into a woman. And He brought her to the man.