I was just thinking if I was I too late to chase after something that I cannot pick up? Or rather am I too old for this? I feel I'm too slow and missing out too much.
Others have a preferred age group that I don't belong to.
Unfortunately, it makes sense for my situation. I could only do it at this age. I didn't have the luxury to go overseas or have such abundance that I do not need to worry about the money at all. Realistically, I couldn't go after this thing if I'm not financially capable.
My first year of working life belonged to a slave paying back her debts because mom and dad loaned money from the bank to support her university studies. My second year is a bond to my first year that had to be fulfilled. Now that I'm free to go after something that I think I would like, I find myself way behind everyone else who are younger.
I know I talk about this all the time. I can't help it; to have self-doubts. I can't stop comparing myself with those around in my situation and those at my age. Many are doing better and what am I?
My carnal mind is making too much noise anout going through this pain. It hopes to have an easier way out but having success right now.i
I comfort myself by saying He is all about the character not the comfort or the success.
