Life is like a TV show

Empty vessel.

Strength, hope, joy and passion has left.

Like a black and white photograph which will never show everything. Some things are hidden.

A reminder:

There is always 2 sides of a coin.

Teach me to face the giants ahead. I believe its all in the mind - perspective & mindset.

For Your grace is sufficient for me.

I wonder why shit falls only on those who knows but the others get away from it. And thats when I need grace.

Help me to see a bigger picture, bigger than I am.

Fairness is not present in everywhere we go. We see partiality & biasness so we tend to judge whether is it justified or not, worth it or not, right or not. And thats when I need to enlarge my capacity and eyesight.

Help me follow You.

Its never easy.

I felt like its only possible to sow onto a few hearts who're still nearby.

But I guess even if its only 1, its enough.

Discipler-disciple. I don't do that because I've a responsibility. Instead, a passion/burden for people.

I hope you guys grow up towards the vision that was set upon your hearts couple of years ago.

Going through hardship and challenges is tough, I know, I experienced it and am experiencing it myself. But thats how gold get refined.

And because its tough, I cant say "just get up and go through it." because there will be struggles, resistance, emotional, physical, mental barriers to overcome before we can walk again. Sometimes I'll say take your time, sometimes take a break, sometimes stop it and get going again.

All I can encourage you today is you're not alone running a race.

"For You know the thoughts that You think towards me, thoughts of good and not of evil to give us a future and a hope."

Life is short. Treasure it.

We only have 1 life to live so how will you use it?

Although certain matters are due to chance and opportunity, life very much exist due to our choices and decisions.

Thank God for grace.

I think I've managed to break the emotional bond. It no longer bothers me as much as in the past.

Thank God for freedom.

First, you show no interest or attention to what I'm saying. Too busy to finish the things on your agenda.

Second, talking to you feels like 对牛弹琴. Feels like you've no idea what I'm referring to. Or rather you do not have the same emotional feeling or understanding to the same matter.

With this, I conclude that you've forgotten how to be a good listener and communicate with people. You forgot the things, the very things that cause me to close up towards you. And I might do that again.

I take comfort in You.

You've never left.

Thank You.

Thats all I could say.

像个傻瓜一样的期待。

傻瓜。

人的尊严去哪了？

默默的哭了。