Life is like a TV show

Monday, July 29

Addams family musical @ 21:58

I laughed my heart out at this musical. Its really a good break from the mundane life.

This is my first time getting a ticket for a musical. And managed to get the last show and be the closing audience.

But I must really say I dislike the venue at Resort World Festive Theatre. Seriously. What an inaccessible place.

Recommended for any age group who understand that all the conversations are not to be taken for real. Lol. And there are many American jokes which we may not catch. Fine, at least I didn't manage to catch. Lol!

Tuesday, July 23

A Sunday at Sentosa @ 13:30

There was quite a bit going on for work over the weekend. I needed a break from everything and get a workout. I need an outlet for release.

Fortunately, I was scheduled to be off on Sunday and I had the chance to go out. I was contemplating whether I should go for service before starting the day. Suddenly, I felt I have lost the sense of belonging in church especially for Sunday service.

I decided to skip it.

Deep in my heart, although not attending service, I know I wasn't ready to lose a faithful Friend. And will never.

Just wanna thank my friend for accompanying me on her precious Sunday. Instead of sleeping in, she sacrificed rest and joined me for a cycling adventure at Sentosa. How much I have missed all these. Great memories I have there. I saw the beach, the sun, the sea, the sunset, people tanning and dogs playing at the beach. I felt like tearing. How much I missed all these.

Sentosa used to be a place where people come for tanning, beach volleyball, hunks and babes; and school orientations. But it has evolved to be a pretty complicated and crowded place.

Oh well. Nonetheless, I get the break that I desire to have.

Thanks pal for your company.

Saturday, July 20

5 love language @ 11:04

I did this survey a couple of days ago when my friend asked me which love language I am.

No doubt, quality time come first. I guess many woman's top love language would be that because we love to talk. Lol.

But to my little surprise, physical touch came second. I would think receiving gifts will be about the same. And of course acts of service ranked at the bottom. To clarify, it doesn't mean I don't need help at all. It will still be very lovely to have someone to carry my heavy bag once a while, or a gentlemen to hold the door for me, or someone to give a lift home after a long tiring day. Lol.

I just had to do something to feel better last night. No matter how tired I am.

Happy birthday Dad.

Friday, July 19

Stressed up @ 19:39

One word. Stress.

Everything build up and I really felt like bursting out in tears. The helplessness, frustration and desperation along with the pressure given just sums it all.

I held back my tears and said I can't be so emotionally weak at this moment. Kept telling myself that I'm not good at it but just got to do it somehow. No matter what, make it happen.

Wish there's someone who could understand and be there or a shoulder to rely or lean on.

Sobz...

Saturday, July 13

Confessions of a shopaholic! @ 01:38

I must really say.. My future partner must either love fashion or be able to tolerate my hobby of shopping especially during sale period. Of course, I would prefer that he enjoy fashion as much as me. Lol!

My confessions of a shopaholic.

I wonder how could 1 person possibly wear everything that 1 have. LOL.

P.S. These are just a portion of what I have. 80% of my accessories are shown here. But for my RTWs, it only represents about 10% of what I have.

Friday, July 12

Overflowing blessings come flowing @ 15:12

Open up the windows of Heaven and pour forth Your blessings so great that my storehouse is not able to contain!

Abundance and overflowing blessing just flow!

If You can bring blessing to me, You can bring the blessings through me!

Open up the windows, I pray! Open the doors so great and so wide. Let there be an abundance that flows in this place!

For the joy of the Lord is my strength...

Wednesday, July 10

My security, hope and confidence @ 10:04

Brought to remembrance the experience I had in school, that sense of rejection and insecurity. Brought me back to the time just before I knew God as a Friend. Brought me back to the time when streams of tears were the evidence of emotions set free.

It is true. My friend rebuked me when I said it didn't bother me. It affects that much for me to share how I feel. That feeling of being ignored and unheard.

However, I thank God that it happened again because it reminds me about the faithfulness of God, His unconditional love and open arms of acceptance. I remembered He is my Emmanuel, He is with me and He loves me.

Man will (not can but will) fail but He will never. Realize the word used is "will" and not "can" because its not a possibility; instead its a definite that man will fail you.

My security, identity and confidence does not come from the people around me, neither is it from the circumstances in life. It didn't matter so much whether I have many friends, or whether they cared, or whether I am accepted because I can be alone but not lonely. Because He will never leave me nor forsake me. Because I know that I am already loved before my time.

"For God so loved the world that He sent His only begotten Son to die on the cross that we may receive eternal life."

This is my confidence.

Saturday, July 6

Painting vs Diving vs Piano lessons? @ 13:38

My world suddenly feels so small.

It revolves around my family, my work and around my close friend. It used to be much bigger, filled with more adventures and excitement. Now, it feels like a mundane daily routine.

Where am I going to head towards? Is life meaningful this way? A question which I ask some time ago, what do I want to do now?

I'm going to continue to stay here to learn more. Learning in fashion is never-ending and learning in general is forever in life. There is still room for improvement in sales skill and CRM; keeping up on the drive, motivation and perseverance to complete something (basically is the commitment); the different brands - style, designer and trend (by the way there are countless number of brands in the market, its never-ending); peers, managers and boss relationship management; self-improvement on style and confidence.

Work aside, I am thinking to indulge myself into some creative fun things to do after work or on off-days. My friends and I are already thinking to go for diving lessons. Should I go for some fun painting classes? Or piano lessons? Many say I'm too old for piano lessons. LOL.

Many plans, but which to settle for? Many ideas, but whats good?

*Procrastinating*

Wednesday, July 3

Pretty Peony @ 18:31

Do you think that painting can be taught? Or do you think its more like a gift?

I have always wanted to and love to paint something like that, but I have never tried. I ever tried drawing some simple things when I was very young but it always turn out to be some meaningless scribble. I did very well for scale drawing (those we do for D&T) during my Secondary School days though. I wonder if I could pick it up.

(Pictures are all taken from Pinterest)

So what did I get from the trip to Taiwan this time?

What, besides the 2 Porter bags, 1 Longchamp leather bag, few cute stuff and clothes from Zara and Wufenpu?

2 things.

Profit making vs Character building

People change along with environmental changes. I think this has very much got to do with mindset, perspective as the country heads toward prosperity and advancement. Just last year when I went to Taiwan in August, locals there were ready to offer help and guidance all the time. This time, my parents and I met with many palms flashing at our faces to say "Don't bother me." We have to walk many unnecessary distance and figure it out ourselves. Thank God we are not map idiots.

I was pretty shocked at how fast behavior of people could change (in 1 year). People are not as friendly and many places has been developed/commercialized. Humanity has lost its human touch when the priority has shifted to focus on the economy. On the individual basis, people started to focus only on what benefits them rather than being a good samaritan. Stopping to offer help for 3 minutes also seem to ask a lot from some people.

However, I would say, only a portion of them are like that. Some still retain the good habits and manner of Taiwanese culture which is very much influenced by the Japanese culture.

Surprised.

Man are from Venus, Woman from Mars

We are different. Very different. Rationalism and pragmatism, taking lead, vision and huge ego describes the man while emotional and consideration, giving in, attention and the feeling of being loved describes the woman. Not to forget, character, preference, mindset and perspective makes each individual unique. I can only say that each couple should come together to complement.

I also come to understand that handling a man can be pretty tricky, vice versa.

Enough said. I believe others have a better idea than I do.

With this, I wonder how much can I tolerate and give in. I wonder what would it be like to be in that position. I wonder if there is a person who could tolerate all my nonsense too. LOL.

Labels: Taiwan, Travel

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