Life is like a TV show

I spent about an hour trying to find and decide on the items that I actually need. To be honest, there were quite a lot of stuff that is fun, interesting and probably good to go with the display. But I kept reminding myself to focus on what I need because I hope not to add on to the pile of junks. And this is what I got: 1 white candle stand, x-small and medium stainless steel bowl, 1 stainless steel flower pot and an artificial plant (because I've no knowledge and discipline to handle a real plant). 

Procrastination is still my weakness. 

The first week of January was wasted on procrastination and lazing around. The second week of January was fun as I went to HongKong with the person who love me most, my mom. The third week was used to think about what I want to do. And now this fourth week is action plan. 

Done:

1. Vacuum and mop the floor 

2. Clean the ceiling fans

3. Clean the doors

4. Change my bedsheets

5. Sort my huge wardrobe

6. Donate the stuff that I no longer use - clothes, accessories, bags

7. Create space

8. Change my display

9. Go to Queensway Shopping Centre to look for a cool and good running shoes

10. Looked through the latest fashion shows and saving every inspiration that I like

The world will not stop to wait for you. Don't wait for things to happen, make it happen. And don't stay in the illusion, come back to the reality.

To be done:

1. Resume exercise regime - cycling, running, swimming

2. Scrub the kitchen floor

3. Clear the stuff that I no longer use

4. Get a job

5. Get a cell group

Be it attending service with a friend or alone, church seemed foreign and felt alien to me. The warmth that I once felt was no longer around, the belonging that I once had doesnt seem to exist although I still have many friends there. No one is at fault because it was my decision to take up that job although things could have been done better. 

Now, this is my emotional and mental barrier which I want to overcome. It will take courage, determination and perseverance to get back in again.

2014 is a new year, let's turn around and make it different from what your negative mind tells you. Love yourself. Love others. Fight for what you need. Embrace differences. Aim for the sun.