I will get myself "involved" in some of the drama I watch through TV or online. Those that I find relatable.
Recently, I watched this drama called "It's okay, it's love" recommended by my dear friend. I love the reality of life that this drama portrays. The hardships in life, no one is perfect, ugly family problems, man and woman differences, having hope in life, hatred, bitterness, fear, guilt, condemnation, forgiveness, consideration, accommodating, compromising, trust, perseverance, the will and the power of love.
I like how contradicting the woman was in the show because I think I can be like that when I jump into the emotional and irrational rollarcoaster. The jealousy and the need to be reassured all the time. I guess this is one reason why I hold back to jump into such a rollarcoaster because I will seem silly and 无理取闹. But sometimes love is just following the heart and going for it. Someone will love you the way you are just like the guy in the show. He will complete your world, and complete you. I like how he just laugh it away when we thought he should be mad; not taking things so seriously. He would say things like "You'll find out more when we are together" or "you wouldn't want to know what we (he and ex-es) talk about". Although some people will call it a sweet talk, who wouldn't mind hearing your love one telling you "I really miss you like crazy" or "are you busy at work, can I call you to hear your voice?" or "You are so much prettier than that woman with big boobs".
I like how she was able to connect with him, gaining the trust almost so quickly rather than trying so hard. I like how she embrace his struggles and knew what could help him stand up again. It is so naturally that she became a strong woman behind the successful man.
I like how he trusted her, removed his "happy" mask, shared about his ugly past, broke down and cried so badly in her arms. I like how she broke through the many years of insecurities and doubts in people. She took the step of courage to open up to him to let him come into her life; and shared about her selfish and guilty self. I like what he replied sincerely "I love you very much". Everyone has their issues, no one is perfect and no one is forever strong. Even the strongest man will fail and breakdown at some point of time. It is whether they have met the one who could pull them out of their hole. Because you know that if you continue to stay in that hole, you can never love him/her fully.
I like how they tease one another and call each other a perfect match "just like my style".
Hmm... Will I ever meet this guy? Charming, knowledgeable, understanding, considerate and a fool in love.
I asked "Why are you so sure that you will ever meet such a person?" Someone who just broke up a 4 year relationship/engagement told me because he has faith. Yes, faith.
My faith is failing after waiting for so long. I wish it wouldn't take much longer for us to meet.
See you somewhere.
