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Life is like a TV show

Friday, September 17

Rain now, shine tmr @ 09:51

RAIN RAIN RAIN rain rain rain rain...

Rain heavily today so that tomorrow we can wake up with a "Rise and Shine" mood!

I am really praying hard that tomorrow's weather will be perfect for outdoor activities! BECAUSE we are going to have our Department outing!

I think everyone kind of needed it although it is sacrificing a weekend.

We will have fun. I believe.

Thursday, September 16

Grouchy @ 10:26

I am not in my best mood today; feeling quite grouchy and easily irritated.

A few factors could have triggered it. One factor is called PMS. It is the time of the month.

Another factor might be due to lack of good uninterrupted sleep.

Other reasons might be caused by a friend who is going through some obstacles in life which challenges his perspective on matters and people. To me, these obstacles will by one way or another be tested in various people and he will not be the only one who will go through it. Besides, it is not about passing or failing it, rather, the main thing here is to learn and emerge stronger.

Anyway, it is only the beginning of the day; there are many more opportunities to make me stay positive and strong.

Renew my strength. Renew my mind. Refresh me. Remind me about Your goodness.

Wednesday, September 15

My goals by this year @ 15:30

Ok. I got to list down the things to do list before I realize that the year has ended!

Seriously, as I entered into the last quarter of the year, I start to panic as I reevaluate myself and found that I have not accomplish much this year. Aside from the reality that there were great changes made in my ministry such that my cell group disbanded and I stepped down from the leadership, I felt I have not done much for the year 2010.

I met my expectations by going to Bangkok at the beginning of this year and Taiwan in August. I managed to endure the reality of the world which seems to be uncertain and dangroues and challenged myself to constantly look in the point of view to learn and pick up certain things which we take for granted. I overwhelmed myself this year with various emotional trials and hopefully I have emerged stronger this time.

However so, I am totally reluctant to end the year as it is now.

There are a few things in my mind that I really seriously need to get down to business and diligently pursue.

1. Driving
2. Setting up blog shop

DRIVING!! I really need someone to help me out with this! Not by words or advices but by actions. Arghh.. I need someone to guide me and help me with the procedures and the instructor choosing etc. No idea why but I’m afraid to do it alone.

Action plan:
1. Book BTT
2. Take and PASS BTT
3. Book instructor
4. Lessons
5. PASS FTT
6. PASS TP exam!!
7. Get my precious license

Ideal completion period:
February 2011

Blog shop has already been decided pretty early this year but nothing has been done since the decision has been made till today. The transitioning should have been stabilized and its time for me to focus on what I have set to complete by this year.

Action plan:
1. Visualize concept
2. Design blog shop
3. Program blog
4. Design cards
5. Post photos
6. Market brand
7. Reap the harvest

Ideal completion period:
December 2010

Friday, September 10

It's all about justice & mercy. @ 13:11

Super duper cheesed off by the no. 2 in the house. Burrrr..

The one main reason that I am relunctant to stay at home is because I really don't want to encounter anything with him. Most of the things that he say or do will just cheese me off honestly.

The stupid router is in his room, most of us can't access the stupid Internet.

Nicely requested that he don't scratch the porcelain plate with the utensils because it's really uncomfortable to hear; he said "I'll try."

Honestly, if I do not know God, I'll scream from the bottom my lungs and shoot whatever profanity at his face. I mean why do you have to give such attitude? What have done that you say these? Can't you be a little nicer and stop being a tyrant at home? And when will you grow up although you are 5 years older than me?!

I could have scream at his face but I chose not to, restrained and controlled myself instead. Finish my lunch quickly and went. Back into my room although my face was as black as the kettle and my silence at the table was unusual.

I went back to my room and stared at the floor for a few seconds to cool down; picked up my guitar and started worshipping.

As I sang, I released every frustration and I wept as I felt rather upset with him.

As I sang, I acknowledged the fact that because He loves me, I could have the capacity and strength to love those who are difficult to love and live with this different set of values which would never go wrong.

As I sang, I know that by not shouting or screaming to make a stand in the family or to fight for my rights; I'll stand to lose out. But I also know that the vengeance is His and He is my advocate.

As I sang, I know there are many things that are rather unfair but God will fight a good fight on behalf of me and I'll never be short changed.

As I sang, I know that all that matters actually is all about Him; to sit at His feet and fellowship.

Thursday, September 9

About me. @ 17:50

I have spent almost 2 days settling all the codes for this blog design.

Some might think that the design is not practical as it does not encourage readership. One reason is the colors that are used in this blog. Another reason is the fact that there is some difficulty in reading the blog entries.

However so, I wanted to create a blog which challenges my skills on HTML coding as I picked this skill up from scratch. I know I am not gifted in doing IT matters so I needed more efforts to create this blog. Other than that, I also wanted to create something that represents me.

This whole concept represents the irony of life and preferences of one’s choice.

The colors that are used represent the ability to match them and the reality that I am certified a mild color-blind person for red and green.

At the same time, the colors represent a whole mindset towards life; choosing joy and positivity over sorrow (emo) and negativity.

Colors also represent the different situations and people we would come into contact in life to get to where we are today. Some are positive, joyful and happy; some are sour, bitter and unforgiving; some are discouraging, demeaning and helpless; some are sad, grievous and sorrowful, some of hopeful, full of visions and possibilities and many more.

The opacity of the background displays the transparency that I have towards certain situations and people. To some, I am open and transparent; to others I’m not so.

The opacity describes me as someone who chooses to be different from the rest sometimes. While others would flow in the usual current, I would choose to be different and share about this only to a few.

I know I do have blind spots but I still think that I would very much need encouragements and chastening or what we call wake up call at times too and that’s when I would need to be open to others advises. Open not to all but to those who are reliable and gives sound advices.

Overall, I just felt that this whole thing represents what I know about me and I like the overall feel of it.
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