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Life is like a TV show

Thursday, January 6

说好的幸福呢 by 周杰伦 @ 14:08

说好的幸福呢 by 周杰伦
专辑： 魔杰座
作词： 方文山
作曲： 周杰伦

你的绘画凌乱着 在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽 甜蜜散落了
情绪莫名的拉扯 我还爱你呢
伴你断断续续唱着歌 假作没事了

时间过了 走了 爱情面临选择
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
一开始都不快乐 你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这 真的痛了

怎么了 你累了 说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了 爱淡了 梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着 你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻 我都还记得

你不等了 说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着 要怎么停呢

怎么了 你累了 说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了 爱淡了 梦远了 我都还记得

你不等了 说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着 要怎么停呢
Everyone has a life, purpose and a future.

Everyone has options, choices and decisions.

Everyone has their own story to tell.

How would you want your story to look like?

Wednesday, January 5

Refuse to be early.. @ 12:35

I have a weakness. I am usually late than early.

Bad habit you may judge but I don’t deny that it’s wrong.

I don’t like to be early. It is a bad habit that I don’t wish to change. Because I dislike looking at people buzzing around at Mrt stations or busy areas. I dislike people to look at me and start to think who am I meeting, a boyfriend, friend, colleague or parents? I dislike not knowing where to go while waiting for the person I’m waiting for to show up. I dislike standing there motionlessly and have my feet feeling sore.

I prefer to be the person people are waiting for. I know it is a self-centered thinking. Maybe one day, someone might change me. Maybe someday…

Monday, January 3

Resolution 2011 @ 13:53

I kept thinking about things especially on the first day of year 2011.

I thought about relationships. I was thinking about those who tried by walking behind me all the time to support and protect me silently. Seriously, I do appreciate it but it will never be more than friends. I prefer someone who can walk beside me and balance necessary times to walk behind or ahead of me. But don't change just because I say so, just be yourself. It just suggests that we are not meant to be together.

Individualistic.

I have been doing everything on my own. For certain things, I prefer to be independent rather than bother/whine/pester someone else. Maybe I should put it this way. I can't tolerate too much of reliance put onto me so I treat others how I want to be treated. As much as I want others to be independent on certain things, I myself would be independent. But this made me become an individualistic person and adopt a rather ‘man’ behaviour.

Sometimes, only sometimes, I wish I could change that image that friends have about me and start to pay some attention to me. I wish I could learn to rely on people around me. Being less needy tend to get lesser attention, concern and love. “Out of sight, out of mind.”

With those thoughts, I wonder if I am ready for a relationship. After all, I have been so used to singlehood for so long. Am I able to give to another person when I have been living a solo life for so long? I am so used to receive from my parents and close friends all the time; do most of the things according to my own way, standard and expectations; and giving only when I want to. Although I have been longing for a partner all this while, now I waver about how much I really want it.

I wondered what my resolution for year 2011 should be.
"Don’t walk behind me because I can’t see you.
Don’t walk in front of me because I may not be able to catch up with you.
Walk beside me so that we can look out for one another."


There have been some who walked ahead of me and they have always been my great mentors and leaders in life. There have also been many who walked behind me as I have been their role models. But there are some who chose to walk beside me and these are the precious gems that I picked up while walking in life through thick and thin.

Nevetheless, I hope there is a special someone who knows when to walk ahead of me sometimes, behind me occassionally and beside me all the time.
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