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Life is like a TV show

Wednesday, December 29

Where nhas my faith gone to? @ 17:02

Faith is what I need right now..
Call me crazy, but I really want to hide in one corner.

I don’t really feel like meeting anyone during this festive season except for groups of people whom I know I would feel secured in. It is suppose to be a celebrative season but I wished I would blend in the wall paper so that no one would notice. I kept myself out of the business of others and remained ‘quiet’ on Facebook or Twitter although I still do read the updates.

Why?
I have been watching the Korean version of Meteor Garden for the past 2 days.

Seriously, it was really how my friend once described to me about the power of such idealistic fantasy that idol dramas bring. As we watch the various casts and roles in the movie, we start to engage in the fantasy world created by talented scriptwriters, directors, producers and actors.

Whenever you are in that world, you wished you will be like the main characters, wished your world could be like that. Personally, I wished life could be so easy, success easily gained. But there would come a time when you would need to wake up from your dream and tell yourself that none of it is going to happen if you don’t start working for it.

For a moment, I was really absorbed into the dream world where everything was like a fairy tale. But I knew good things never come easy. I start to look at all the actors and acknowledge every hard work they put in. We always think that it would be good to be rich, famous and successful, but there is always a price to pay. It is not that glamorous and easy as you think.

We always hoped that there would be short-cut to success, but there will never be. The principle of reaping what you have sowed would always apply. If you want it easy, you will always be mediocre, but if you want it to be outstanding, it would be hard work.

Only those diligent farmers who worked on the field day and night would see the fruits of their work, their harvest.

Monday, December 27

You belong to me? @ 13:15

I don't dare to like anyone for now because I realized it's always the wrong one; they always belonged to someone else.

When would the one that is meant for me come?

Some said I am too choosy or too high of an expectation. Maybe it's true but I have my reasons why I can't compromise.
December 24
Afternoon: Met up with my beloved ex-colleagues and gossip about the usual Department politics which I was already set free from. HAHA!

Night: Went for the awesome Service at night at Expo and went to meet the farm at Punggol Marina. The guys are driving so we disallowed them to drink too much and my friend and I helped to finish the 'tower'.

December 25
Morn-Afternoon: SLEEP

Evening: Went to meet the farm; marketing at Thomson Plaza to get the stuff for our steamboat session. While we were preparing for our steamboat, my friend received an unfortunate news that his Director has passed away suddenly.

Night: Ate steamboat and drank untraceable amount of beer through-out the night.

December 26
Twilight-Morn: Still drinking. When the rest went to sleep, I accompanied my friend who can't sleep and we chatted about the news of his Director. The feeling of not know what or how to feel, the lost feeling was seeping in. Shared a can of beer and we went to sleep.

Noon: McDelivery came and here comes our delicious breakfast.

Afternoon: Went shopping with my beloved Mum and bought presents for the rest of my family.

Night: Opened 2nd bro's Xmas present for me, wrapped their presents and gave it to them. Watched TV with Mum till late and finally end of Boxing Day.
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