Life is like a TV show

Heard this song through the radio. I just haven't met you yet.


Haven't Met You Yet by Michael Buble

I'm not surprised, not everything lasts
I've broken my heart so many times, I stopped keeping track
Talk myself in, I talk myself out
I get all worked up, then I let myself down

I tried so very hard not to lose it
I came up with a million excuses
I thought, I thought of every possibility

And I know someday that it'll all turn out
You'll make me work, so we can work to work it out
And I promise you, kid, that I give so much more than I get
I just haven't met you yet

I might have to wait, I'll never give up
I guess it's half timing, and the other half's luck
Wherever you are, whenever it's right
You'll come out of nowhere and into my life

And I know that we can be so amazing
And, baby, your love is gonna change me
And now I can see every possibility

And somehow I know that it'll all turn out
You'll make me work, so we can work to work it out
And I promise you, kid, I give so much more than I get
I just haven't met you yet

They say all's fair
In love and war
But I won't need to fight it
We'll get it right and we'll be united

And I know that we can be so amazing
And being in your life is gonna change me
And now I can see every single possibility

And someday I know it'll all turn out
And I'll work to work it out
Promise you, kid, I'll give more than I get
Than I get, than I get, than I get

Oh, you know it'll all turn out
And you'll make me work so we can work to work it out
And I promise you kid to give so much more than I get
Yeah, I just haven't met you yet

I just haven't met you yet
Oh, promise you, kid
To give so much more than I get

I said love, love, love, love
Love, love, love, love
(I just haven't met you yet)
Love, love, love, love
Love, love
I just haven't met you yet

Is it so difficult to be happy for others for their success, gifts, talents or blessings? Is it so difficult to rejoice with those who rejoice?

We live in a world of ambitions, jealousy and envy. And it is natural for you to be like that when you see someone doing better than you or someone who gains success, having something you don't.

"We are in the world, not of the world."

But it is about swimming upstream, against the current, against the norm. When you do that well, you attract all those who wonder how you did it, being fishers of men.

People do wrong because they don't believe right works. - Dr AR Bernard

Personally, I struggle in this area. Sometimes, I find it difficult to rejoice with those who rejoice. With that I find it difficult to show love sometimes. Instead of rejoicing with them, I start finding some faults in them. Instead of being proud of them and support what they are doing, I stand at a distance.

Its a character which I know I have to change. And I am in the midst of so. Because it is a blessing to bless, to rejoice. And I believe this has very much to do with security.

When you are secured, there is no need to protect yourself from potential 'dangers'. There is also no need to prove anything to others. There is no need to catch up with the current to stay in trend. You dont have to fear of others doing better than you because there will always be someone better. Being yourself is fine, full of strength as well as weaknesses.

And I hope to reach that place when I no longer have to struggle with insecurities because of a conviction. A conviction which will never change guards my heart, my mind and my soul. A love that covers a multitude of sins. *smile*

So what should I be looking forward to?

What do I want?

I have always been praying for opportunities, for God to open doors for me.

Now I realize, when there are problems, there exist a door to opportunities.

I wish to be in an ancient asian place with a beautiful scenary and a cooling weather as I smell the fragrant tea leaves and sip nice hot chinese tea. I could hear the birds chipping, the smell of the forest, mountain and grass, feel the sun, enjoy the cool breeze and appreciate life as it is.

Yes. This is what I really want to do now.

Serenity is bliss sometimes.

And I miss Taiwan's Alishan. But the road to reach up there can really be a challenge.